Right now I'm planning on going to bed without finishing all of my work. Normally this would cause me no end of stress. However, right now I really don't care that much. In fact, since I did Pi-Throw I've had great trouble forcing myself to do any work at all. To a certain degree I know that it's due to anxiety about the amount of work I have to do, but it feels different somehow.

Is this what my world changing feels like? A couple weeks ago I did something I'd never done before. I didn't hand in any assignments. For the first time in my life I've failed something (actually, a lot of somethings). I'm still here. The world isn't crashing down around me. Pi-Throw made $4 826.30 and people keep complementing me about how well I ran the event. On Sunday I received notice that I won two scholarships (well, technically one of them is just a book prize). I'm really not sure if I'm becoming depressed or if I'm actually healthier than I was before.